So 17miles - I've run nowhere near that distance for ages and ages and knew that I'd be in trouble - going to the start line I was regretting it. So I found a bit of space, gave myself a good talking too, gave myself a plan - 8:30 pace (so aiming for 2:30), go off slow, stay slow and finish slow. I'd listened to a running podcast yesterday where some running motivational guru talked about visualisation so I might give that a try.
So went out slow, then picked up in the middle third, then got to 13miles then my legs ceased to be a source of locomotion and became a troublesome source of pain which would have been alright if it was a 14mile mile race as advertised.
So the guru said, visualise yourself running like a gazelle, smoothly and pain free - ok here we go - that worked for 400yards. So think of all the miles you've run preparing for this race - having not done all those miles that just made the pain worse. Imagine the person in front of you pulling you along on a bungee - I tried, but he stopped for a wee. Things were getting bad, so time to improvise - I held an image of the first coffee and cake at Chesters after the race, - now we were getting somewhere, I even started salivating (not nice in company) - that held my pace up for 600 yards, and finally when all else failed - the first pint - that worked for nearly a km. What do those last 2 sentence say about me?
Thank goodness that with a km to go I was greeted by cheering L and the boys who joined me and encouraged me to the line just under 2:29. So pleased with that.
So lessons learned -
1. I'm fatter and slower than I used to be(although I've been fatter and slower)
2. Going out slow is a good move these days
3. Anything less than a marathon demands training beyond race distance
4. I have the mental powers of a gnat
5. When pain overwelms all my senses, my mind turns to cake and beer.
Coniston was a goal to get me back on the road, and dispite that last half hour of pain, I loved it, had some good banter, enjoyed running in the lakes and I'm back to it.
I will need to sit down, plan and be a bit more intentional and focussed over the summer if I'm to recover anything like my fitness levels of 3-4 years ago.
